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When in Mexico, do as the mexicans. Drop acid, have some shrooms, and fuck like it's going out of style. Then, spend the next four days sitting on the beach reading, writing, drawing and loving.
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[Saturday] |
I've been spending my money recklessly and now I find myself compromising my move to SF. I'm looking for a second job, but am having a super hard time.
I was really looking forward to france this summer but that's not going to happen so I will try and spend as much time as possible in SF with Austin.
I need to stop eating and start going to the gym. Its only been a week bit I feel fat and lazy.
Healing tattoos sucks.
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[Tuesday] |
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I just took the longest bath and it felt amazing. Its thw longest I've gone without having a dick in my mouth, hand, or snatch this weekend.
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[Wednesday] |
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I made spaghetti today for dinner with homemade sauce. I picked the ingredients from my vegetable garden which I've been keeping. I packed the leftovers up for his lunch tomorrow in the Bruce Lee lunch box I got him for days when last night's dinner was too good not to have again, and scooped a little extra for his friends. I feel the prettiest when doing things like this. When doing the housework while Nina Simone plays, and placing notes in cabinets for him to find. And, and waking up when he does just to watch him get dress unaware of his audience. I know, I'm lame.
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[Sunday] |
This is Jon. He watched me eat...a lot.
This is me...eating a lot.
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[Monday] |
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Oh hai concussion and stitches.
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[Monday] |
I'm up because it hurts horribly. I'm not sure what it is but I think its related to being hit by a car and riding on the back of a motorcycle along with funky sleeping positions. The sexual activities did not help - as good as they were. My back hurts, ya'll. I'm out of the vicodin I was given for myself so I'm sipping on some whiskey. I think I understand my father's alcoholism now. I'm looking at my boyfriends porn stash. No "freaky" shit yet.
I have a lot of regular customers that come in daily and will always come through my line. Most of them are guys in their mid to late twenties. I don't think they necessarily want to fuck me but just think I'm cool. Anyway this lady came in and was giving me a hard time. At one point she exclaimed "THIS IS MADNESS" to which I replied "THIS IS SPARTA". My line of regulars did the silent clap that gains momentum thing that ends in a roar. It was epic.
I had a dream last night that I had started my sleeve and so that's been on my mind now. I wish I had more mula.
I'm a gardener...suck my dick.
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[Wednesday] |
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The only thing I'm ashamed of is not feeling ashamed of what I'm doing.
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[Monday] |
Comment and ill give you a letter. List ten things that start with that letter. Mine was b.
Boner
Bones
Bigot
Banana
Bar
Banjo
Bikers
Bicycle
Binoculars
Bastard
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